I've never travelled. Locked up in that idea I went halfway around the world, I saw a single landscape, I visited only one country, I met only three men, a dog, a pig and a monkey, just one woman and dozens of animals and trees. How many trees have there been in your life?, I use to ask myself when I lose hope. Trees don't like us that much. I don't think to them as friends but they help me to get hope back. I mean, who wants friends with such enemies!
I've never studied. Damned for a sin from which I could neither learn anything nor ask for forgiveness, I approved everything until God stopped believing me. Later, science ceased to understand me, money stopped to needing me, democracy stopped to listening to me, nature stopped to seeking me and I do not entertain culture anymore. Despite that, I never stopped believing enough to get to write my own traps:
Trap 1. If you think it's a game, you'll learn how to obey. Trap 2. If you do not believe, you'll write it. Trap 3. If you believe, you'll never hear yes again.
Reading books is the promise of paradise. To read books is to steal to the wounded child you were the opportunity to explain himself. To read books is the grown up form of being humiliate in order to be happy. If you refuse to read books you end up having the trees as your enemies which is the most obvious way to reach the earth. Education is sacred and that is why it shouldn't be in the hands of teachers or priests. No priest or professor who does not go to the gym has any credibility anymore. The proof of that is that they're still murderers. Read, travel, activities of priests, teachers and of all those who do accuse and seek for a shelter in that trench over there, far away from the eternal struggle.
I've never worked. Same as priests and teachers, I've never worked either and I've choosen to do what I've felt me least able to do, which is, to venerate the Father. To work is to earn the right to disobey the Father which means a resignation that is within the reach of few people. So far, I've just reached the right to not dress the habit which is the right to do not win.
I've never had a project. Too extremist to be violent, the future didn't give me any chance. In the meanwhile, I keep writing never or always to compel my past from forgetting me.
I've never been here before. I know because I do not have rights and because I can see it in the eyes of cats, children and the dead. Men and women abandoned us. Where are the human beings that promised us with? Cats, children and the dead do not seem to care too much, why should I be worried? While I'm looking for my place in the society of the waiting cats and children, paradise is widening, leaving the dead without any place.